12.22.13 -

Filling space by writing on blog.

#1. Vacation
I had a great, relaxing, laid-back time with my family. One thing bugging me was that I had to drag job to personal life. Seeing my parents staying at a hotel room until I finished the job-thing, I couldn't help but thinking what went wrong. My bag was full; a book that I haven't finished reading yet, a book and a lecture note, a camera, etc. All things I wanted to do on my vacation. Funny thing is that I didn't even touch them for three days. Thinking what responsibility is...in terms of many sides of myself. 

#2. Half full or half empty.. what's better?
When I was going to college, one professor told me that I was hard on myself. When I plan something, I assume as if it was in the worst case. I've found there's a side-effect. Me being negative all time. I think something small to big, give it a bigger meaning than it's supposed to be, make the thing look worse than it should be, plan more things out of it when it's not necessary to do so. Results? I blame myself, or others. I whine about it, about others, about myself. Looking other people doing similar things, they do it just simple, fine. Well, there's my wanna-be 2014; who thinks it simple and positive.