Monday, December 23, 2013

12.23.13 - 할일, 하고싶은일

남은 반나절 + 몇 시간 동안 하고 싶은 일.
얼마나 할 수 있을지 모르겠다.

마감(sigh)
운동
저녁에 영화보기
공부하기(3 lectures)
보고 싶었던 책 펼쳐서 10장이라도 읽기
병원가기
파일 정리
명함 정리
교수님께 이메일쓰기
카드 사기 (친구들, ex-boss, 감사한 분들)
다이어리 사기

생각나는대로 주절주절.
그외

네일케어
눈썹정리(산적되기 전에)

피칸파이를 야금야금 포크로 쪼개먹었는데 좋아하는 파이 껍질(?)부분만 남은 심정.(sigh)
(나는 피자도 손잡이(!)가 좋더라)




Sunday, December 22, 2013

12.22.13 -

Filling space by writing on blog.

#1. Vacation
I had a great, relaxing, laid-back time with my family. One thing bugging me was that I had to drag job to personal life. Seeing my parents staying at a hotel room until I finished the job-thing, I couldn't help but thinking what went wrong. My bag was full; a book that I haven't finished reading yet, a book and a lecture note, a camera, etc. All things I wanted to do on my vacation. Funny thing is that I didn't even touch them for three days. Thinking what responsibility is...in terms of many sides of myself. 

#2. Half full or half empty.. what's better?
When I was going to college, one professor told me that I was hard on myself. When I plan something, I assume as if it was in the worst case. I've found there's a side-effect. Me being negative all time. I think something small to big, give it a bigger meaning than it's supposed to be, make the thing look worse than it should be, plan more things out of it when it's not necessary to do so. Results? I blame myself, or others. I whine about it, about others, about myself. Looking other people doing similar things, they do it just simple, fine. Well, there's my wanna-be 2014; who thinks it simple and positive. 




Sunday, November 17, 2013

11.17.13 - 끄적끄적

할일이 코앞에 닥쳤을 때 나는 이렇게 블로그에 글을 쓴다. 지하철을 달릴 때나 잠시 짜투리 시간이 남았을 때도 블로그 생각이 나지만, 결국은 어긋난 타이밍에 글을 쓰고 싶은. 묘한 심리.

페북에는 선뜻 손이 가질 않는다. 아무리 여기 저기 '비공개'로 잠궈놓아도, 왠지 페북엔 믿음이 가질 않는다. 나도 모르는 사이 누구든 들어와서 내 정보를 들여다보는 건 별로다. 아는 사람만 아는 이 블로그(아마 달달겨랑 나, 둘 정도?)에조차 아무 글이나 남기고 싶지 않다. Publicity란 참 무섭고 무거운 것 같다. 

묘한 심리를 또하나 발견했다. 내 글을, 생각을 허락하지 않은 누구에게도 보여주고 싶지 않은 반면.. 의도적으로 내비치고 싶은 그런 심리. '나 지금 화났다!!!!', '생각좀 하고 살아!!' 같은 외침 말이다. ㅎㅎ 무조건 솔직하기도, 솔직하게 말을 다하고 살기에도 참 힘든 세상이다.


Sunday, November 3, 2013

11.03.13 - 2014 Changes

The 2013 Level II curriculum had 56 readings of which 49 are essentially unchanged.   The 2014 Level II curriculum has 60 readings.  The changes are shown below:
Ethics.  Code of Ethics and Professional Standards has been updated.
Quantitative Methods.  No changes
Financial Reporting and Analysis.  Three readings have been updated: Inter-corporate Investments, Multinational Operations and The Lessons We Learned
Corporate Finance: No changes
Equity.  Two readings have been added: Your Strategy Needs a Strategy, Industry and Company Analysis
Alternative Investments.  One reading has been added: A Primer on Commodity Investing
Fixed Income.  Fundamentals of Credit Analysis has been dropped because it is covered at Level I.  Credit Analysis Models has been added.
Derivatives. Credit Derivatives: An Overview has been replaced by Credit Default Swaps
Portfolio Management.  The Theory of Active Portfolio Management has been dropped.  Residual Risk and Return: The Information Ratio and The Fundamental Law of Active Management have been added.
If you want to receive a file which shows how the specific readings numbers have changed write to us at:support@irfanullah.co

Sunday, July 7, 2013

07.07.13-명동성당에 다녀와서


너의 하늘을 보아
박노해

네가 자꾸 쓰러지는 것은
네가 꼭 이룰 것이 있기 때문이야

네가 지금 길을 잃어버린 것은
네가 가야만 할 길이 있기 때문이야

네가 다시 울며 가는 것은
네가 꽃피워 낼 것이 있기 때문이야

힘들고 앞이 안 보일 때는
너의 하늘을 보아

네가 하늘처럼 생각하는
너의 하늘처럼 바라보는

너무 힘들어 눈물이 흐를 때는
가만히
네 마음의 가장 깊은 곳에 가 닿는

너의 하늘을 보아

Sunday, May 12, 2013

05.12.13 - murmur


It has been already five months since training. I've been working every Sunday, giving myself a big applause. I admit that I learnt many things, but at the same time I may have lost things as many as I obtained. Physical and mental health, room to think, time to enjoy reading, music, movie, family- and friend- gathering, appreciation about your love's love towards me, and it goes on and on.

Reading some books these days, I realized again that things are complicated. A boss bitches at every single thing that makes everyone think that he/she has no sense of social life. People are rude, they seem to be kind but when you think one step in, they give you nothing. (Of course, I didn't mean that I give them something) You can't help thinking that you get less than you deserve in a relationship. You want to leave these things behind and just head to somewhere far far away from daily life, but reality does not allow you to decide your trip.

Nine in Sunday morning.. I may have done nothing at home if I was not in work. But I need some space to give me a break. It is surely interesting how my life brought me here, I should appreciate what I have now. Nevertheless, I think I am a little exhausted.

Sunday, January 13, 2013

01.03.13 - 맴맴



stuck in my ears.
이건 kitty가 아니라 멜로디라구염-!