10.02.10 - Insomnia

I have suffered from an insomnia. I have tried staying up all night and walking hard during the day  in order to sleep on time. Nothing really helped me. Yesterday, I bought a bottle of pillow mist from the Bath & Bed. One of my friends tried it, and she was quite happy about it. But, then, there was a party going on last night. I put my i-Pod shuffle and played peaceful music on. However, some people knocked on the door and ran off in the 6 am when I managed to fall in sleep. I am still tired, and the party is still on.

I remembered I was happy when I had a series of music coming from the out-door cafe during my stay in Heidelberg. The songs every night were calm, but somewhat uplifting. I took them as my lullaby. The people have been playing the music since last night and it is cheerful. I cannot help thinking what makes them different. My mind in a traveling mode? My nervousness about many things and plans in my life? There is a word for this; Everything depends on the way you look at things.  Not just music, but everything that I am doing.